Disappointment.

Since the day I was young enough to know what dating was, every man that I have come across has been a disappointment, I'm almost convinced that since I've been disappointed so many times, not giving a fuck is almost a reflex, but it always hurts, of course. I've just come to learn that I can't rely on people anymore, the only person I can rely on for my own happiness is myself. People ask my why I'm always so negative and rude, there's always a reason why I act a certain way, its because I go through some real shit and I just have a guard up and its almost impossible at times for me to really open up to people. I used to want to hold you close but now I don't want you anywhere near me, I legitimately don't want to hear from you anymore, cause lately its all been disappointment and failure.
Lately for me, as of this day and this moment I'm writing this blog, I am not longer letting down this wall that I have built for myself, being let down is one thing I hate the most especially if a certain person promises things and they can't keep them. I guess that was my fault to let down this wall, I've always been an action kind of girl not all talk. Actions speak louder than words. Your certain actions, are letting me down in a big way and I'm done being let down. I should've already known this was going to happen. I just happened to want to give you the benefit of the doubt, which was a mistake but hey, every mistake is a lesson I am willing to learn, so I thank you for only that part. Everything else, words, gifts, texts, mean absolutely nothing. You made me this promise, and I decided to believe that you were going to keep that promise, deep down I was already prepared for you to let me down. Don't make promises you can't keep. Mistake made, and lesson learned.

Quote of the Day.

In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity. - Albert Einstein

Biggest Pet Peeve.

We all have our pet peeves. I'm just gonna name a few that has happened to me this past week.

1. Repeating myself more than 3 times.
2. A person who thinks they have to repeat themselves to me. I HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME!
3. A person who is talking to me and is super close to my face. Homie, arms length please.
4. Liars. (Obviously)
5. Flakers.
6. Girls who wear tight and cropped shirts when they shouldn't be.
7. Sharpie brows.
8. People who talk extremely loud, its unnecessary. Unless you're in the club.
9. Sweater, shorts, and UGGs. Makes absolutely no sense to me.
10. People who chew loud. Excuse me, I don't want to hear what you're eating.
11. Girls who tap their nails on the table. I will cut your fingers off.
12. People who are late when I gave them hours in advance to get ready.
13. Burping out loud. Where are your manners?
14. Girls who say "like" 50x in one sentence.
15. Parents who let their kids run around in a restaurant.
16. Parents who have leashes on their kids. That's not right.
17. People who drag their shoes when they walk. PICK UP YOUR FEET!
18. Girls that wear foundation that doesn't match their skin tone. 

That's it for now.

Back on this.

Back on my blogger now, this time for real. Lol! I've been getting multiplied emails and direct messages on what I use for my skin, hair, what I use for makeup, etc. I want to share them all with you! Also want to share what I do on a day to day basis. I might rant on here from time to time but don't mind me 😉. Have a great night everyone! 

Forgive & Forget.

Some of my favorite quotes to forgive and forget:

• Forget what hurt you but never forget what taught you.
• At some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.
• When someone walks out of your life, let them. There's no use in wasting your life on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yes, you may miss them all the time, but remember that you weren't the one that gave up.
• One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether its guilt, anger, love, loss, betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.
• Do not let the shadows of your past darken the doorstep of your future. Forgive and forget.
• "You build on failure. You use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes, but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy, or any of your time. or any of your space." - Johnny Cash
• There is no sense in punishing your future for the mistakes of your past. Forgiving yourself, grow from it, and then let it go.

R.O.D.

It's you and me against the world. My ride or die. 

You Only Live Once

You only live once, take every precious moment in your life right now to do what you want to do with no regrets. You don't want to be that person who never took the risks and having to look back and say "I wish I did that.." I don't want to live that boring life. Life is all about taking chances :) live every moment like it's your last!