Confession

It's all coming back to me now..

Wondering.

Is she better?

Confession.

I miss you. We were the perfect couple, the couple everyone always rooted for. Bit inside the relationship, want perfect at all. Hopefully you'll treat you next girlfriend better than you treated me.

Always.

There will always be that one guy that you'll always love, miss and never forget. I have one. Do you? 😕

Just One Of Those Days..

I wish every week I could have a day where I just leave Vegas and clear my mind and figure out things. I love the beach, its very soothing to hear the waves hit the shore. Light breeze and fresh ocean air. There are times I have those days where I just want to be alone and have a minute to take everything in. But I know that'll never happen. So thats why I just clean and re-organize my room. It helps sometimes. I tend to think about the choices I make, and wonder if I made the right decision. But like I always say, you live and learn. No mistakes or regrets.

More from the Cali trip

This Cali trip was so fun, but time went by so quick. Cali weather was amazing, I dressed all lazy in leggings, or jeans, a v-neck, and TOMS, comfy wear. Lol, no need to dress nice, only gotta look all dolled up for my man ONLY! Anyways, I got to eat plenty of delicious food and shopped around. Best food out of that trip was eating fresh seafood from Redondo Beach, if any of you haven't tried it, you need to Google that shit and go pronto. You won't regret it. I go everytime I'm in Cali. I was a happy camper on my mini vacation.I had the best family time these past two days, its so hard to get the family together since we're always working. But I'm still happy I got to spend time and to be back home and in my comfortable bed, blogging on my laptop, and being lazy, cause I have work tomorrow in the morning.. How lovely. But I gotta make that money. Next trip to Cali, I really want to hit Beverly Hills and just walk around Rodeo Drive haha! Just for fun, also I wanna hit Disneyland, Six Flags, and Universal Studios! ALL THAT SHIT! I'm excited :) But first I have to work and save money in order to do all that stuff.. Work work work and make that money, back to reality.

Cali Trip: Redondo Beach

This picture was taken at Redondo Beach, I absolutely love it here because I eat at this seafood restaurant called "Quality Seafood" or something. Fresh seafood till 8PM, omg its awesome! I can eat here all the time. The only thing I won't eat there is the uni, I hate uni, the rest of my family love it and my boyfriend does all well, I hate it. It smells gross.. and the texture was so weird when I tried it. The weather in Cali was AMAZING! Perfect weather. I didn't want to leave. But I had to, I missed my bed..

Outfit that day:

Jacket was from Forever 21 for around $17

Leggings from Wet Seal for $5

V-Neck from Forever 21 $6

Prada sunglasses.

Gray TOMS

If you all are wondering about my purse, I actually got it from eBay, yeah.. it looks like an Hermes but its not FTW! Its an inspired look from it. & It's not fake, it doesn't have a logo on it, so suck it if some of  you think its fake, but if you're wondering how much it is and you're thinking of buying it, I bought it for around $40. I think.. I love this bag, its big and I just love the look of it.

Never Change For Anyone!

I don't change for anyone, I've realized that if the one you love doesn't love you for you, he's not worth it. All of us deserve somebody who loves us for us and wouldn't want you to change one bit.

Questioning You

I start to question you sometimes. Seeing you do all of this stuff that you hated when you were dating me, and now you're going out doing all this shit like you love it. What are you doing? It makes me sad, and disappointed. Yeah, you're going out having fun and trying to get over it, but damn, if you did those things for me back then, maybe I wouldn't have made the decision to leave. But you left me in disappointment. As always.

Don't Try So Hard

Doing things that you've never done before, basically shows that you're desperate for something.

Easier said than done.

Live and Learn

I've made many mistakes in the past, but I don't regret them. You live and you learn. That's a part of life.

Outfit of the Day

Gucci handbag

Chanel J12 watch

Tiffany & Co. ring

Zara white skinny jeans

Hollister Magenta button up

In The End

No matter how much advice you ask for, in the end the decision is still yours to make.

What's In My Purse



What's in my purse:

Gucci wallet & handbag

Makeup bag from Sephora with lots of goodies inside

Maybelline FIT Me powder in 210

Bobbi Brown bronzer in Golden Light 1

Chloe Perfume

Versace glasses (because I'm blind)

Blistex chapstick

Estee Lauder's Pleasure mini body lotion

Potable hair brush

Insomniatic

I.... should be sleeping, why am I still up blogging on here?? Good night!

What Started Everything

This was the picture that went viral all over Tumblr.

Steve Madden Killer Heels

The Steve Madden heels I got as a gift. Surprisingly comfortable. Or maybe I just got used to them.

Funky Nails

Ok, just so ya'll know. This lady said she didn't know how to do "leopard print" .. really? She made the prints look like black lips. Oh well, I got used to them. I still loved that design. It was different.

Pink, Gold, & Biege

Got tired of the white and gold, so I switched it up a bit, used some OPI.

Edgy Nails

I think this looks so edgy, I love it.

Flowers of the Evening

I was feeling sick, and I recieved these gorgeous Blue Sapphire Orchids from my boyfriend, Sean. I am absolutely in awe. My favorite flowers have always been orchids and he remembers. I've always been giving roses from the previous, never orchids. This is the first and I am uber giddy. These flowers definitely made me feel better :) Mentally. Lol!

Outfit of the Day

Oppa Gangnam Style T-Shirt from F21, black leggings from Wet Seal, Michael Kors Rose Gold watch, Chanel purse, Under Armour running shoes.

Outfit of the Night

Forever 21 tank, Metropark pencil skirt & purse, Aldo pumps, Michael Kors Rose Gold watch.

Outfit of the Day

Momma's scarf from Taiwan, and my Gucci bag.

Happiness Over Everything.

I chose to be happy, I'm sorry that didn't include you.

Quote of the Day

The less you give a damn, the happier you'll be.

Sean Borges

This kid.. lol. He lets me do whatever to him, I told him he needed to pluck his bushy brows and he lets me. Like a boss he took the pain like a man! Haha! I had a blast plucking them. His brows be looking clean and fresh, & that's what I like. Clean.

All Time Favorite Movie!

My ultimate favorite movie when I was a kid.

Pet Peeve: Annoyance

What annoys me the most is how confused you made me. You're so indecisive, tell me what you want. Stop making choices here and there and telling me you want this and what you don't want. Make a decision and stick to it. Otherwise there's no conclusion. You'll end up with nothing. You're making everything a mess.

Fear vs. Love

You can't make everyone love you. But you can sure make them fear you.

Shoes

My converse are always my "out the door" shoes. I think they match almost all my outfits, and I absolutely love them, especially my red ones ;) only because I got them for Christmas from my boyfriend. I also think that they're comfortable, well.. for me at least, I'm not sure for the rest of you.